July 19, 2017 9:19 p.m.
Sherry, I told you months ago I thought it was time for you to fulfill your calling. And for me to step back. I was partially wrong… I stepped up not back. I finished my race. Set your mind on things above BC I was right. It’s time for you to get to finding/ fulfilling yours. I see it…
Lenny,I don’t know what it is babe… I feel like I am out of step without you. God is so visible but I am use to just doing whatever needs to be done. And I am afraid of making the wrong choice.
Sherry, Walk with Him… He’s got this. I love you babe. How was the wedding?
Nice. I cried a couple of times but tried to just enjoy people and family. I actually watched our wedding and Deb and Greg’s rehearsal before I went.
We were a mess and I couldn’t keep my hands, eyes or lips off of you. It’s amazing that God saw what we could be vs what we were. It has been an incredible journey beyond anything I could have dreamed or imagined. I wish I was waking up in your arms tomorrow and going with you to Paradise tonight. Something’s have to wait… But I’ll be there soon.
We have all of eternity… you know I love you. Love, your mullet macho man
Now you can call a shrink about my emotional stability or you can call any widow whose heart was entwined with their spouses.
I would not have understood it at this time last year so I’m not going to be flustered if some of y’all are questioning my sanity. It’s all good :0)